Off day (3D Toy story 3 )
Flew into your heart on~ Sunday, June 27, 2010
Yesterday sarah treat all of us to supper. All the food was really delicious.
They heard that i was having off day 2 days ago than i'm going for another off day again, they sounded very envy. But what they saw is onli moi off day. Did they ever give a damn when i work 13 days in a row? Btw moi this off day is arrange by moi senior bcos they want to go for exhibition next week. Which means after today i have to work for another week than can off. Hahax... And its gonna clash in moi birthday. I've requested to change moi off day to 8th of july when i know that i could not posibly take an off on the 9th july(friday). They also dun give a damn bout it. So what?!
I think its time to think for moi future. There s no human rights in here. I'm like selling moi whole life to them. I really hate it.
Anyway i did try to enjoy moi off day today. I went out with moi lil sis and bro to catch TOY STORY 3. Moi sis cry like no body's business. lolx... I almost cried too. Its a good thing i'm able to hold moi tears back as i've had lots of training recently. After the movie we had dinner together and done some window shopping. hahax... we did some mischievous stuff too. hahax...
Forget bout anything that is unhappy. What i want is for mi to grab hold of it moiself. Its not for others to schedule for mi. I know what i want. And i'll definitely get it. =P
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
Misery (Hell hole)
Flew into your heart on~ Friday, June 11, 2010
After joining Yun nam moi life turn upside down. the working schedule is not flexible. people there is hard to mixed with. worst of all, i got this blur nature that is a NO NO required in this job. I've been crying almost everyday after joining yun nam. But the salary is attractive. I really need the sum of money to help moi dad. i really wanna help him as he is jobless now. And he is moi beloved dad. I do not wish to see moi parent keep on quarreling bcos of money every now and then. At the same time i do not want to let go of moi happiness by staying in this hell hole. what should i do?
After winnie went to genting for 5 days. I notice a special thing. I'm not that stress like always. And for that 5 days, i never cried. XD
But happy days always never last. Today she came back to work. Haiz...
She ever told mi before. She is "dui shi bu dui ren". Its bcos moi mistake thats why she always say mi. Bullshit! i never do anything she also scold mi.
If i wanna go eat, she'll say 'you better eat faster i tell you.'
When i wanna do stock up, she'll say 'you better not take your own sweet time!'
When i just sit down, she'll say 'You got nothing to do right?! Go do this do that.'
When i forgot to write remarks on service slip after i collected the money from customer. 'Felcia! Your come here! You see, what's this?!'
But when she is the one never write remarks on the service slip. She'll just keep quite and write the remarks. And act like nothing ever happened.
What ever i do, she'll have a say. I'm like her puppet or even dog.
At first when i'm very interested in this job. I was asking about almost everything. She never really reply moi question. Sometime she can even dun reply mi. Take it as i'm talking to the air. If i ask again and again, she'll either told me, you dun have to know this. When its time for you to learn, we'll teach you or she'll give mi a glare and tell me that she's busy. But she can reply others, chit chat and have a good laugh less then a min later. Moi question is only require her for a 'yes' or a 'No'. As simple as that.
As i say earlier, She came back!!!! T.T From the time she step in till off work. She chit chat and joke with others except mi. She dun even reply mi when i ask her 'can i turn the sign to close?' What the hell she think she is? Every time when we are walking towards each other. She dun even wanna look at mi. If she were to accidentally look moi way, she'll give mi a glare and look away!
Please god! why is there this type of idiot? I know i'm not as clever as her. I know i'm blur. But sometime is because they never teach mi properly. A lot of things i still dun know yet. But at the same time. I do not wish to know more. I really really dun wish to stay in here anymore. But i need the money! I'll quit this stupid job once moi dad got his job back. I want moi happiness! Its been a long time since i really laugh out loud. I can't even celebrate moi 21st birthday! it just so happened that it falls on a friday. We are not suppose to take off on a friday and saturday. Good bye to moi 21st birthday. Y.Y
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
1st day off after 10days of work.
Flew into your heart on~ Thursday, May 13, 2010
Yeah!! today i went to malaysia to shop orhx....
I finally bought moi customized sticker! ONLY for $10 RM! Which is around $5 sing dollars!^^
Winnie told mi she done hers for $10 plus plus... I was kinda shock. >.<
Working with her is kinda stress bacause she always dun let me do anything. Not letting mi try anything. Like that how will i learn?!? Oh god please help! What ever i do, to her its always WRONG! NO! YOU CAN'T! All she wants is i do what she say and follow her step closely.
For example:
On the firdst day of work moi senior Annabelle let me use the computer to search for customer's information.
Where as Winnie dun even let mi touch the computer as she said that I am not train to use the system. It may have possibility that i'll make the system hang. And it's very serious.
When i'm with Annabelle she could let mi top up stock as early as 4-5plus.
When i'm super free at 6plus, I asked Winnie if i could top up stock, she told mi "No! Now top up also no use. No topping up stock onli after 7.30pm!" I asked her again at 7.20pm as i was really free. Nothing more i could do. She said mi "Why you so gan chiong arhx? No need to so rush one." I told her i'm not rushing. It's because i'm really free, and that it's onli 10min different.
Tml work also with Winnie nehx... Gambateh! I cannot lose to her! jia you Felcia Ang! Good bye to moi old stupid cum blur self! And hello to fast learning, super good memmory cum sociable Felcia Ang! I will never be affected by other's emotion! their bad day is not mine! Moi bad times will never remain. I'll be a cheerful and happy self! Jia You! Jia You! Jia You! Tml will be a wonderful day!
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
1st happy day after joining Yun Nam
Flew into your heart on~ Friday, May 7, 2010
Today i still have to wear full uniform but i dun have to go jurong point. Instead i need to go IMM for training! Its AES training!
The most funny part is the HR ppl keyed in our name wrongly. And its super wrong!
For example
Eileen Ng they keyed in as Elain Ang
Felcia Ang they keyed in as Felicia Ang
So i thought the other person who is going to attened the same training session has the same surname as mi.
Today training lesson is really fun. I felt like i'm a secondary school student again. Studying in computer lab. We joke around and chit chat to know more about each other. Eileen is really a fun person to be with. She made moi day! XD
Baby laogong is very sweet n caring today. He wakie wakie early in the morning just to send mi to HQ for training. I reached HQ earlier then moi trainer. So i manage to have breakfast with baby laogong. XD He know that moi milo is too hot to drink. And that moi training time is getting closer. He poured away his drink and make moi milo cooler for drinking. I'm so touched! Y.Y
Baby laogong also come and fetch mi after work. But he very stupid de. He took the wrong bus just bcos he saw the first 2 number is the same. Hahaha.... Dummy! bleahx!
Luckily in the end he reach IMM on time to fetch me off work. Hahax.. So happy to see him after a long day!
We went to shop for a new pair of shoe! Bcos the shoe i'm currently having is breaking moi feet. Super uncomfortable.
I'm so worried bout tml! Moi senior Annabelle said that she is going to give me a test on the product. I've stayed so late just to study those stupid product. Yet nothing is getting into moi brain. I'm starting to wonder how many GB is moi brain or only MB. Y.Y
God please give me a miracles. The first thing i open moi eyes in the morning. I'll know everything. please... >.<
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
Third day of work
Flew into your heart on~ Thursday, May 6, 2010
Today is moi 3rd day of work in Yun Nam... Everybody is very nice and friendly except the customer over there. They are very fussy.
They expect tip top service. They cannot wait. What they want they must get it immediately. But there is also some customer which is very nice too. ^^
~Always look on the bright side of life.~
This is moi code of the day.
Do you know why? Because, to servive over there counter ppl must know how to multi task. Know which task is the priorities.
This is moi weekness. >.<
I'm so stress of moiself!!! why do i have such a lousy memory! I got short term memory lost! I can easily forget what am i supose to do a sec ago! I really hate moiself! Y.Y
As i've written in the beginning today is moi 3 day of work at yun nam. I've also already cried for 3 days in a row. I blame moiself for being so stupid. I've already tried moi best to rmb all the staff that i shold rmb! Sometime, moi face even crumple together just because i'm trying to concentrate.
I wonder how long can i servive in this company. Haiz....
God, if you are really there. Please grant mi moi wish. I need to be smarter!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<
I really need to thanks baby laogong. He is always there to comfort mi when i'm down.
Giving mi good advices and encouragement.
Spacially today, although i did not accompany him to malaysia today, He bought a very sweet presnt for mi! He bought mi a Hello Kitty waller! Its really super nice. I really like it! XD Baby I love euu!!!! Euu even send mi 15 over msg before you went to malaysia! Because euu are worried that i will be lonely without you around. So euu send mi so many msg to accompany mi. Thank you baby laogong! Wo ai ni orhx! Muackx
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
2nd interview session
Flew into your heart on~ Friday, April 23, 2010
TOday de 2bd interview was at jurong point. Meeting with Sally. I waited at there for more then 2 hours. Sally was very considerate as she will give me a call now and then to inform me where is she and she will be coming later.
She told me that she will reached jurong point at 5pm or 5:30pm. I reached there at 5pm. But in the end, I onli got to see her at 7 plus pm.
I'm really very scared that if i'm not able to meet the sales target of that month I won't get the amount of salary i've expected.
There's lots of stuff I am scared bout. For example:
What if i cannot get well with moi colleague.
What if I could not made moi sales target.
I do not have enough time to accompany moi bf.
I really have lots of worries...
Sealed Wif a Kiss~
Ames interview
This is the worst interview i've gone through! >.<
Not beacause of the interviewer but because of mi. Firstly, i went for there late. Then the reply i gave to the interviewer is the worst! >.< I said bout i'm most interested bout the salary that their offering. Arg!!!!!!!! Even moi sis also said that it's the worst to talk bout anything regarding salary!
After the 1st interview, Angela told me to go Jurong Point for moi second interview. But i was supper unlucky! Just when i was stepping out of IMM. A gust of strong wind blew past and it started raining very heavily. Sally called mi and ask if I am coming to meet her today. I told her i'm caught in the rain and couldn't go anywhere?!? She then told me to reschadule our interview for tml at 4pm. I hope i won't be late this time. >.<
Everything for the best! Gambateh neh!
Sealed Wif a Kiss~