After joining Yun nam moi life turn upside down. the working schedule is not flexible. people there is hard to mixed with. worst of all, i got this blur nature that is a NO NO required in this job. I've been crying almost everyday after joining yun nam. But the salary is attractive. I really need the sum of money to help moi dad. i really wanna help him as he is jobless now. And he is moi beloved dad. I do not wish to see moi parent keep on quarreling bcos of money every now and then. At the same time i do not want to let go of moi happiness by staying in this hell hole. what should i do?

After winnie went to genting for 5 days. I notice a special thing. I'm not that stress like always. And for that 5 days, i never cried. XD

But happy days always never last. Today she came back to work. Haiz...
She ever told mi before. She is "dui shi bu dui ren". Its bcos moi mistake thats why she always say mi. Bullshit! i never do anything she also scold mi.
If i wanna go eat, she'll say 'you better eat faster i tell you.'
When i wanna do stock up, she'll say 'you better not take your own sweet time!'
When i just sit down, she'll say 'You got nothing to do right?! Go do this do that.'

When i forgot to write remarks on service slip after i collected the money from customer. 'Felcia! Your come here! You see, what's this?!'
But when she is the one never write remarks on the service slip. She'll just keep quite and write the remarks. And act like nothing ever happened.

What ever i do, she'll have a say. I'm like her puppet or even dog.

At first when i'm very interested in this job. I was asking about almost everything. She never really reply moi question. Sometime she can even dun reply mi. Take it as i'm talking to the air. If i ask again and again, she'll either told me, you dun have to know this. When its time for you to learn, we'll teach you or she'll give mi a glare and tell me that she's busy. But she can reply others, chit chat and have a good laugh less then a min later. Moi question is only require her for a 'yes' or a 'No'. As simple as that.

As i say earlier, She came back!!!! T.T From the time she step in till off work. She chit chat and joke with others except mi. She dun even reply mi when i ask her 'can i turn the sign to close?' What the hell she think she is? Every time when we are walking towards each other. She dun even wanna look at mi. If she were to accidentally look moi way, she'll give mi a glare and look away!

Please god! why is there this type of idiot? I know i'm not as clever as her. I know i'm blur. But sometime is because they never teach mi properly. A lot of things i still dun know yet. But at the same time. I do not wish to know more. I really really dun wish to stay in here anymore. But i need the money! I'll quit this stupid job once moi dad got his job back. I want moi happiness! Its been a long time since i really laugh out loud. I can't even celebrate moi 21st birthday! it just so happened that it falls on a friday. We are not suppose to take off on a friday and saturday. Good bye to moi 21st birthday. Y.Y

Sealed Wif a Kiss~